Are you incapable of concision? Your answers are too long! You blather on, often rehashing the problem (unnecessary!) before giving four words (at most!) of (rarely!) useful advice. I've heard you say you have to edit letters down for space.
Try this instead: Edit yourself! I want more of the letters – more from the people asking questions – and less of YOU.
Keep It Short, Savage, Expressed Sincerely
Feedback is always appreciated, KISSES.
I'm 30, happily married, with my husband since I was 17. First boyfriend, kiss, etc. I never had sex with anyone else. This never bothered me because I wasn't really into sex – but there have been big changes in the last year. I guess I am having a sexual awakening. My sex drive increased, and I've started reading erotica and fantasizing about getting kinky. I've also been having very strong urges to fuck someone else.
As someone who always had strong values and opinions when it comes to sex and marriage and cheating, these feelings really confused me! So I found a safe and harmless outlet: Second Life. I created a hot avatar and have been role-playing, talking dirty and banging people across the world for six months. I love it. I get to experience scenarios I fantasize about but would never do in real life.
Before your readers start pulling the cheater card: I have talked about this with my husband, and I have his blessing. He knows I have an SL account and I'm having cybersex.
Here's where it gets murky. Most of my SL friends haven't asked if I'm taken in RL, and I haven't told them that I am. I flirt as if I'm single, though, because I'm worried people will treat me differently if they know I'm married. I do not wish to meet or have RL sex with anyone I meet on SL, and I make that clear to everyone. I don't do photos/voice chat/Skype. But if someone asks me if I'm married in RL, I always tell the truth. I'm writing because I'm worried about this one guy. The cybersex is super hot, and he's sweet. He's my go-to guy, and I'm his go-to girl. He knows I have cybersex with other people in SL, and I have told him he is obviously allowed to have sex with others too. But I'm worried our SL relationship has become a bit more. He leaves me messages when I'm not online, telling me he misses me and "loves being with me," and I've said the same to him. I've also made it clear I have no intention of meeting anyone from SL in RL, ever.
Regardless of my intentions, I'm worried that I'm crossing the line and being unfair to my husband. I'm also worried that I'm being unfair to my guy in SL, because I'm sure he must think I'm single, even though he has never asked. Am I crossing the line and at risk of hurting my husband/SL guy? Or am I just having some harmless fun that helps me satisfy this strange new itch that's driving me crazy?
- Second Lifer And Spouse Haver
P.S. It's important to note that SL has not negatively impacted my RL sex life and, if anything, has made it better. It has also made me happier and less cranky at home.
You're doing nothing wrong, SLASH.
I am a kinkster. I have been since I can remember (I am now 21 years old), and I have never told anyone about my deep dark desires until this last year.
During my time at university, I made good friends with a guy who I was able to open up to about my preferences, as he had similar desires. We created a beneficial arrangement. I suddenly no longer felt like I needed to suppress my "fucked up" masochistic needs and became extremely happy and more comfortable with them. I keep a journal, and naturally I wrote about this arrangement and a lot of the explicit details.
Last summer, my mother read my entire journal and was horrified by it. After she read it, I received a very nasty text message from her about how our relationship was over, she couldn't believe what I had done, and she was no longer going to help pay for my postgraduate courses, etc. She was deeply disturbed to learn that some money she had given me for my 21st birthday was spent on a hotel room where I met up with my kinky friend. (It wasn't like we could meet in my family home!) I never wanted my mother to know about any of this, and I feel bad for how it upset her, but this was also a huge violation of my privacy.
The only way to resolve the situation was for me to pretend that I deeply regretted everything I did, tell her I can see now how messed up those "weird" sex practices are, and say that I'm cured and will never engage in them again.
Months have passed and I'm still angry with her for having read my diary. I feel sad about the lies I told and having to pretend – still – that I regret what I did. Because the truth is I've never felt more like myself than when I am doing BDSM. It's not my entire world, but it is an important part of who I am. How do you think I should take things from here? She'll never understand, so telling her isn't an option, but that means suppressing my deep upset at her as well.
- Mother Unfairly Destroyed Daughter's Libido Entirely
Fuck mom; be you, MUDDLE.*
* Shit, I really can't do this one in just four words.
Confront your fucking mother, MUDDLE, once you're out of grad school (priorities!). Confront her about the awful, shitty things she did to you: reading your journal; shaming you for your sexual interests and your private, consensual, respectful and healthy sexual explorations; and her unforgivable acts of emotional and financial blackmail. You should also wave the results of this study under her nose when you confront her: livescience.com/34832-bdsm-healthy-psychology.html. It's just one of several studies showing that people who practice BDSM – not just fantasize about it but actually practice it – are psychologically healthier than vanilla people.
On the Savage Lovecast, Dan and writer Ephi Stempler discuss companionate marriage: savagelovecast.com
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